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I am so tired of self dillusioned people. I'm not saying that I'm not myself to an extent, but I guess mine isn't so bad because I'm familiar with it. I look at the people around me however, the people I share ideas with or maybe am just in a position to hear their ideas and I can't help but think the majority of it is completely ridiculous. At this point I want to send out a message to an individual. I'm not talking about you. This person should follow the logic behind our interactions to know I'm not talking about them. I'm not saying I agree with their ideas, only saying I wouldn't necessarily classify them as ridiculous.
Okay, this world we live in is neutral to us for the most part, that is lesson number one. Lesson two is that we don't always know what we want, so make decisions with that atleast in the back of your mind. You will find yourself somewhere unpleasant down the road if not. Next I want to say that it is completely insane I think to put off life till some date down the road, because whether this is your plan or not, this is your life. Getting a late start doesn't necessarily make you better prepared. I guess it all comes down to how you define better prepared.
Also, I would like to say that I'm tired of people who whine shifting blame. I'm tired of people who would try to manipulate me with subtle see through bullshit. I am more fucking perceptive than a fucking stone thank you very much. In addition, I question myself so much, that any little manipulation you try to push on me, it is pointless because I throw out my own thoughts if I can't find solid reasoning behind it, why would I keep something inspired by someone else?
In conclusion, it would benefit everyone to try to comprehend the meaning of the word "grok".
P.S. I would like to say about many elders who have implied that I will learn that all of my idealistic aims are erroneaous and that I will learn better: maybe it isn't erroneaous for me, maybe it is erroneaous for you. Why do all people have to hold the same point of view? If we did there would be no conflict and with no conflict no change....maybe not all the change is good, but some is. And a stagnant world is definitely not a good idea. Maybe being young is the time to be idealistic when you have the energy to try to fight the system, and whether you win or lose in the end, atleast you can know that you tried.